The Mono

Caught up on LJ (I hit "skip=120"). Whew.

Lots of stuff brewing up for a thought-provoking post... hopefully later.

Today I baked rolls -- the usual little cheese rolls for school mornings, plus big fat Lunch Rolls as an experiment. One set has canadian bacon and American cheese (the cheese escaped wherever it could, but came out well otherwise) and the other has deli turkey, dill havarti, and a squirt of pesto added after they had cooled down a bit. All of them are now in the freezer; I'll test-drive them next week.

That was all the energy I had, sadly. I really need to plant stuff out, but simply walking around the house has been exhausting me this weekend. Sigh.

I now have a formal lab book to record my bread experiments in. I've spent the last half-hour recording the previous ones, and it's all ready for the next time I bake.

It's all very impressive -- one of the graph-paper, speckled-cover "Lab Book"s that you find in college bookstores. Bound, and all the writing is in ink, with each session dated (and indexed for convenience). I don't expect to have to challenge anyone with a "prior work" argument, but just in case... it never hurts to be thorough.*

Besides, now I'm not messing with loose bits of paper and post-its. Much better.




* From what my chem teachers have told me, barring a sign-off or lab book checkout system, this is the best format I can get for a legal challenge. And if anyone knows about systems to minimize losses in intellectual property cases, it's the pharmaceutical labs.

Homemade bread is a blessing. Good homemade bread, fresh and warm from the oven with a little butter, rivals good sex. In my opinion. Perhaps the years of hunting for a good store-bought loaf without wheat, and now the fact that if I want it I have to craft it myself, has something to do with that -- but I've always appreciated bread.

( Last night's baking, and a few related thoughts... )

Life is generally good right now -- while I'm still waiting on ENT to call me for a medical appointment, my throat is only a tiny bit sore right now, and the systemic inflammation seems to be a little better. I'm dog-tired, but no one expects much from me this week, and I get a nice four-day weekend before finals. I get to drop a class for next quarter, so I'll take three (and three in spring). I'm waiting for the garden to dry out a little, and for me to have some time, before I finally transplant stuff. And my home life is very good. Yay December.

Anyone want to pitch in on an order to King Arthur Flour? All I need is cheese powder, and it's kind of silly to order just that. Especially when they keep offering free shipping or gifts for orders over $60 or so. They have really good pans and equipment, but I have everything they carry that I need... and I either can't use their mixes or have no need to. It's good stuff, though.

It isn't urgent, but I should get more cheese powder before the end of the year, if I keep indulging my cravings for mac&cheese as much as I have been. And holiday baking is upon us...

Edit: The yeast measure (2.25 tsp) for $4; the crumpet rings for $8; perhaps the rolling pin rings for $8; liquid measure for $5?

Edit: Gah! the orange cheese powder is no longer listed... I have to write them to ask whether they've discontinued it. (That would suck.)

I'm ready to not be sick now. I'm so done. It can go away any time...

I've got a referral to Ear/Nose/Throat, which may take me to Woodland instead of Sacramento (Sutter/Davis doesn't have anything free until February). I'm willing to miss class at this point; not being sick is more important to me than grades. The current bout started on Friday night, and instead of fading after four days, it's been six and it's still trying to climb into my sinuses. At least it's (mostly) been leaving my lungs alone after the first two days, and my throat isn't too swollen.

General consensus is that my tonsils are in the process of failing, and they're out of warranty... we'll see what ENT has to say. It would mean that this isn't one bug, but several in succession, minor things that my immune system would normally munch without a second thought. The interval is down to about 20 days, though, and the constant inflammatory immune response is hammering my chronic fatigue triggers. As if this quarter weren't difficult enough already.

I'm at home today, as Russian was cancelled and I took the quiz for Cuba yesterday in office hours. I wish I were well enough to take full advantage of a free day, but I'll use it to rest and relax and hope that helps out my immune system. I'm ensconced in bed with my laptop and a great deal of tea. Maybe after I drink the rest of the six or seven mugs' worth I'll stop feeling like my upper respiratory tract is cracking from dehydration.

I made raisin bread last night, and came pretty darned close to the objective. Some fine-tuning is required, of course, but I have lovely, moist, slightly chewy sweet bread with raisins and a little cinnamon. Damned good for a first attempt. I learned a great deal about handling the magic flour in the process, and about the manner and order of addition for both eggs and butter. If I had the time, I'd pull together my recipes and start on a wheat/gluten-free bread book. Much testing is still required for the kneaded breads, though I have several quite-adequate batter breads already, along with some desserts. (I really ought to try challah one of these days...)

I should find out whether Morgan's brewing this morning, and see about picking up some mash if I can. I won't dig much today, but I'd like to have the amendments on hand.

I was going to post pictures of my two geometrically perfect loaves of bread... but ended up talking to supersniffles for an hour and a half instead. So no pictures tonight. You'll just have to take my word that they came out as ideally formed long rectangular prisms.

The dough baby came to life once again and tried to eat the mixer. I tamed it. It'll be back.

For now... my feet hurt. I'm off to bed.

I've decided to make pâte à choux for the tea party Sunday. I've got about five minutes before I know whether this batch is doing what it ought. (I've made it twice before, and the batter behaves differently each time.) You can't peek without ruining them.

They're gluten-free, and when filled with whipped cream, they become cream puffs. Yum. semy_of_pearls may want to half-dip some in chocolate, too, though I don't really care one way or the other.

( more garden foo )

Out they came, medium-brown, shiny little balloons. I pricked them (twice, the holes seemed to seal up after a moment) and admired them. They aren't perfectly round, they never are, but who cares? They're cream puff shells we can all eat. Now more are in the oven, and I need to get my hands all sticky again for the round after that.

I need to learn to have more faith.

I made a correction to the measurements in the french bread recipe -- somehow I got an extra half-cup of flour in there. It's fixed now.

I tried doing one of the two loaves by mixer. It tried to climb up the dough hook repeatedly (hellooooo, dough baby) but otherwise behaved well, and the resulting dough was quite springy -- if anything, more so than the one I did by hand. I just looked in as the oven came up to temperature to bake, and one of the loaves had fallen... but it was the hand-kneaded one, not the machine-kneaded one. I guess that answers my question about whether it's too delicate to trust to the Kitchenaid.

Sucks that one of them fell, though. I'm guessing the fifteen minutes it waited for the other dough to finish rising and get shaped meant it rose for too long, a known hazard with this recipe. It'll be edible, but dense and ragged-looking. Depending on the amount of time I have tonight, I might just leave that one here and make another for the trip.

As it happens, the fallen loaf really fell. It'll be entertaining working it out of the rungs of the oven rack. Looks like it will meet a quick death tonight with the spaghetti dinner we're having, and I'll make another loaf a bit later.

The intact loaf looks beautiful, though I need a little more practice with the french loaf pan. The pan says to take the oven temp down by 25°, as well, but that seems to be unnecessary; I tossed it back in for another 10 minutes to make sure it's finished. In future I'll just bake it as usual. The loaves need to be longer and thinner, too, so that they don't ooze over the side.

I promised that once I had the recipe sorted out, I would post it. So here it is. Use it in good health.

( cut to spare you non-bakers out there )